Chopseuy
06 December 2004
Flashback: Before I started the trek anew, I have already gotten rid of the unnecessary baggage. I battled monsters. But I guess, as soon as I cleared some space, it was immediately filled up by new issues (or the old ones just mutated into something else).
Barely a month of my journey to Jordan but I am already catching my breath. No, the trip was not thorny- not even rocky. In fact, I was walking on rose petals most of the times. But something about those cold nights bit me and woke me from dreaming. In the stillness of the night, I found myself shivering… lost… and alone. Numbness was all over me.
I want to close my eyes—again— then, just hope for a shot of ecstasy (not the “pill”) to at least keep me from falling rock bottom—again.
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Sometimes, life just frustrates me. Why do I have to walk when I can fly?
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The rain shall fall again tonight. And while the rain falls I shall run away and find solace in my solitude.
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Oh, Lord, here I go again- an empty cup. Fill me with your overflowing love. Where are you?
exhaled by milbenski at 10:56 PM
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2 burp(s):
"Why do I have to walk when I can fly?"
-> "I sought to hear the voice of God, and climbed to the top most steeple. But God declared:'Go down again, I dwell among the people.'"
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"Fill me with your overflowing love. Where are you?"
-> "No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it." - Hebrews 12:11
"...and do not lose heart... because the Lord disciplines those he loves..." - Hebrews 12:5a/6a
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:)
9:46 AM
Faith knows that God is working behind the scenes.
God loves you!!!
Mwahugz! ;)
5:21 PM
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